Did you ever had a situation where you really want to do something you love, but you have a lot of work to do, but you also have some extra time before the deadline, but you DON´T want to prorastinate, but all that "I wanna do X" blocks you and you TRY to do that you love... But now you're too overwhelmed by "I SHOULD be doing Y", and you just sit there with no motivation and start writing a weird paragraph with your feelings?

...Yeah.